music:david tao-jiu shi ai ni

today i kinda had a lil tiff with one of my classmates. k this is not supposed to be something i shld be writing down cause the reason for our tiff is very terribly terribly small. but, yar on the way home, my mind kinda went back to some of the words said. ___ said that not going for chapel showed a kind of personality and that just because i might not pay attention to the sermon doesn't mean that as a christian i shld skip it to use that time for extra sleep or extra mugging. at first i really really was quite pissed. i mean like WTH, because of chapel u are judging me, but in retrospect, i really shld thank that friend for saying that. perhaps i really have drifted away and not placed god as the most impt thing in my life.its just that i refuse to admit it.

i wonder, what is it about friends or family criticizing u in ur face that is hurtful and saddening. the fact that they really dun know u at all or the fact that we are actually are like that?both takes on two totally different attitudes, one chooses to denounces the criticism, the other kinda chooses to acknowledge and trust that friend and re-evaluate his or his personality.

think about it, we may change in personality but from where we are looking, we may not see that change. but sometimes,others may see things that u dun see. but then again it may work the other way.

i choose the second attitude, i thank that particular friend for reminding me and waking me up from my dream that i am putting god as first place when slowly, he is diminishing in importance.thanks for reminding me to place god in the highest place.i will really try to do so.to this special friend if u are reading this, i really appreciate it.

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